Sometimes I wonder why
i just get so confused
things around my house don't seem to help
i get to the point where i just want to die
then i think of all the pain
the pain my friends and family would go through
they would be torn apart
there just wouldn't be anything to gain
i don't know why i put myself through it
sometimes i want to curl up and just cry
i feel there's nothing i can do
my heart feels like a great big pit.
my friends betray me
there's nothing i can do to stop it
i won't do it to them
i just wish they could see
many things reguard me feeling like this
i can't put a finger on just one thing
there's so much i want to do
i feel i'll never see them. I'll only be able to miss
