These scars

Each scar represents a tale,
a tale of life and fear,
the way i felt when i did it,
you may think this is queer.

it all started when dad hit mum,
i didn't no what to do,
why it drove me to that,
i wish i knew.

seeing the blood,
drip down my arm,
feeling the relief inside,
i do not wish to cause alarm.

seeing each scar,
brings back thoughts,
thoughts of things that have happenend,
and thinking about my faults.

knowing what i'm doing is wrong,
but it's so hard to stop,
i really wish i never started,
my life i want to swap.

please believe me when i say,
all of this is true,
i need someone to help me,
help me to pull through.

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