I made up a world to stop the pain,
i made up a world where everyone is the same,
in my world, i am not alone
in my world, i feel safe at home
i do not have the constant fear,
that someone bad is coming to near.
no more lies, no more hate
a place for me so i can escape
no more voices in my head,
telling me that i should be dead
no more pretending everything is ok,
no more pain coming my way.
thought i could cope, but really i can not
i cant deal with the memories ive got.
i wish i could go back to a time when i was free.
that was a long time ago, and now look at me.
i know i need help, but its all going too fast.
i wish that the little bits of happiness i have could last.
in my head there is somewhere for me to share it all.
and in my head, someone is there, to catch me when i fall....
