Neverending Nightmare

So many emotions, flowing so freely,
I'm starting to think no one can heal me.
I feel anger, hurt, and senseless,
deep inside I am but defenseless.
What is there to possibly do?
I want to die, if only you knew.
I'm floating down, slowly at first,
I can feel things around me,
but thats not the worst.
The worst is the way they hiss in my ear,
Their silent screams cause nothing but fear.
Down, down, further more,
down into my deep black core.
My heart is sore, emotions leaking,
its no longer happiness I'm seeking
I think my soul has been gotten,
my insides are brown and rotten.
The blackness is growing,
I can no longer see,
I can hear them louder,
they've come for me.
I follow their footsteps,
there's no turning back,
now my mind is,
the only thing I lack.
When will I return?
I should guess never,
caught up in a nightmare,
but one that lasts forever.
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