Race against myself

I walk through the halls
of this busy school
I am a reject
I am uncool
I am just so plain
and ugly you see
that even if I tried
I could never be pretty
I run a race
this race against myself
I don\'t eat or sleep
I just want to be thin
I workout all the time
but I never pay attention
I just want to be someone
that in a good way everyone mentions
I run myself ragged
to be perfect for him
and I know if this lasts much longer
my future will be looking grim
I harm myself in so many ways
I just want to be perfect now and days.