In the Night

In the middle of the night is when I start
You may not here me
Even though inside me everything is starting to blast.

It’s when I feel the pain most
A heavy dug on my brain
And the tears fall out like pouring rain.

It’s like my body dose not care how badly I get hurt
It turn against me
When the moon I begin to clearly see.

They say all hurtful words I hate to remember them
The thought sends a cold shiver
And my body begins to quiver.

All the voices screaming at once
It is hard to take the pain
But when the moon goes down its easy to be sane.

I fall to the ground my head spinning round
They have take over my again
On my bed they make me leave a red stain.

How am I supposed to love myself?
When they are killing me inside

I wish I could escape to the light
Before again it becomes night.

By Amanda