Wanting to die

Theres nothing left to live for
so im putting this to an end
all the things wrong in my life
are just way to hard to mend

so im saying goodbye to you now
i know i wont be missed
this temptation to leave
is completely impossible to resist

theres just nowhere to go
no one that shows they care
when im gone will you realize it?
or will you not even notice that im not there?

well i guess that doesnt matter now
im soon to be forever gone
but i hope that i wont be forgotten
and this note you will pass on

i just cant take it anymore
this world is such an unforgiving place
but when im gone, promise youll think of me
keep memories of when i had a smile on my face

not as i am now
broken down and nearly dead
just dont forget everything i tried to teach you
and everything i said

dont cry for me at all
when im no longer here
remember it was my choice to leave
dont let yourself shed a tear

i wanted to escape
now im finally gone
i wont have to live in sorrow
every day, all day long

im going to a better place
where ill finally rest in peace
and i wont have anymore pain,
when i die it will all be released

remember when im gone this wasnt your fault
dont you ever cry
this is all my doing
its me who's wanting to die

***not suicidal