Don't Know Anymore!

Why do you put me through this?
When all I do is cry.
Why can't you just let me be,
To go on and Die!

I need to be free,
Out of here,
To live my own life,

I need to go
To somewhere else,
For all of time.

Cause,
I don't
Need you anymore,
No more to be.

Cause,
I don't
Want you anymore,
Just let me be.

Let me go and live my fate,
What ever it may be.
Let me go out of this place.
Just let me be free.

My needs have gone,
Way past Your healing.
You can't help,
No more.

My soul is way ,
past dead For dealing.
I'm ready,
To Go on.

I thank you for your Friendship.
And many hard long years.
I thank you for your Caring.
And the UN-needed tears.

I'm sorry I must do this,
How ever wrong it feels.
I'm sorry I must leave you.
Here with what is real.

I don't know what Happened or even how this poem came about...lol
But I was just sitting in my chair and I started getting this hard rock tune playing in my head....And then I just started making up words to the tune...And then all Of a sudden I'm like shit that could be a poem...And I was just a "singing" it...lol...Just imagine it as some hard punk tune, with hard guitars and bass in the back, and read the poem almost as like it's a girl screaming. Ya know how the hard rock bands do...Maybe then you'll understand it more..lol..Thanks
---Ashlee---