Vulneralble from the start

Everyday is a new day, everyday i feel it more, feeling like I've lost it all, in my mind I've closed the door.

I try to help them understand but they just don't seem to know, how much i feel this all inside i guess it'll always show.

I'm beyond trying to take my life now, this I'm sure of, but everyday i question, what am i thinking of?

all this pain that spirals from the heart, i guess through everything i was vulnerable from the start.