I don\\\'t

I don'tneed you,
i don't need to die,
i don't need sympathy,
i just want to stop living this lie.

i don't need respect,
i don't neeed love,
i don't need friends,
i just want help from above.

how do you do it,
how do you walk around with a smile,
how do you block it out,
i used to be able to it's been a while.

why am i like this,
why am i thought of as a suicidal b**ch,
why am i full of emotions,
why can't it be Turned off at a flick of a switch.

when will it end,
when will i be free,
when will i feel normal,
don't want to be this person i want to be me.

please comment it would mean alot to me