Before I died..

When you look up what do you see?
when i look up i can't breathe,
harsh cold eyes stare into mine,
i can tell somethings wrong and I'm not fine,
where am i and what happened?
my blood runs cold and I'm frightened,
i scream and cry to ease the pain,
blood falls on the floor and makes a stain,
my vision is darkening and I'm going deaf,
I'm struggling to survive with all i have left,
please tell me whats going on,
i want my suffering to be gone,
blood is coming out of my mouth and down my throat,
i keep coughing and I'm starting to choke,
the pain is so bad and I'm feeling numb,
are they gonna kill me - if so how come?
my arms and legs are unable to move,
I'm unloved i guess is what they're trying to prove,
what in gods name did i do,
to get this much torture done to,
as of now i wish i were dead,
just put a bullet right through my head,
the agony and suffering i cant bear anymore,
as I'm thrown down on the cold floor,
i let out a faint little cry,
and that's what happened before i died.