Lost without you

I am so lost without you in my life. You meant the whole world to me. You were my first true love.

I am so lost without you. I don't know what to do anymore. I cry myself to bed every night.

I am so lost without you. All I want to do is kill myself. It's eating my insides up just thinking about how much pain you have put me through.

I am so lost without you. What have I done to deserve all of this pain?