Since you left things have changed
Everyone's lives are rearranged
Everyone misses you oh so much
We all miss your loving touch
We miss your smile, laugh and grin
You had no idea how much pain we'd be in
We all saw you that night
You looked happy as usual your smile was bright
With every glance at that big blue sky
One question we all wonder and that question is "Why?"
We all feel guilty like there was something we could have done
To make you realize you didn't have to use a gun
Looking back on our good times
We all wished you would had just gave us a sign
We wished we had heard your cries
We all secretly wish it were us that died
Our hearts our heavy with grief and regret
We all treasure the day we first met
And our last days with you run constantly though our minds
Like someone keeps pressing rewind
Some of us blame ourselves because we were not there
This is the saddest feeling we can almost not even bare
You were something special and an angel in our eyes
For being so young you were so very wise
As we all get back on schedule and try to go on
We all know what really happened
God simply wanted back his son
With all my love Cousin Meg
May you R.I.P
“It doesn't seem real, and we know it's not right, we all love you and we miss you spike
