My life

Struggling everyday I hate my life, like a bad curse I don’t see no light
You wish people could feel and understand your pain, which is like a permanent stain
You can tell people how you feel but you’ll never heal
But they don’t care cause there is no fear for them to shed a tear.
The hurt never goes but will only grow, you’ve stopped the crying you just feel like dying
Always telling god how you feel hoping he would help you heal
But there’s no cure cause the pain you’re suffering is more than sore
It’s like a bad dream just want to wake up
Like people in prison I’m all locked up and full of bad luck
Feels like a big nail in my head, all I really want is some one to shoot me dead
I’ll be in my grave good and dead, no more pain just the memory’s in my head
Now in heaven god is whom I see, then he tells me its all a bad dream
I lay there thinking why is god talking to me, that’s when I wake up and there is nobody but me
I look up to the clouds and ask if gods above, my question’s already answered I feel no love
Christmas is nearly here and my life still seems very unfair

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