Stuck Forever

Thrown off by feelings that you have no longer.
Thinking that leaving me would make me stronger.
I lived when I was with you.
I'm dieing now I don't know what to do.
Facing life without someone strong by my side.
By your words may my should die.
Ill always love you.
Considering this hell you put me through.
My feelings I cannot change.
I like how they feel they make me feel strange.
I love you arms around hands upon back.
Hold me tight and time I loose track.
Hug you hold you tight.
Hoping what I've said wont lead to fights.
You're my everything.
I can't explain the pain of how my chest stings.
Wishing hoping you'll come back afraid of never.
I'll be stuck with my lost love forever.