Rest in Peace

Hey hunny I can feel you,
But it's not you I see,
All I see is darkness,
As I know you cannot be,

You said before you left,
You'll miss me so much,
I try not to think your gone,
Try to remember your touch,

I'm going to live my life,
But miss you as I do,
Because crying all the time,
Ain't gong to bring you back boo,

I'll live life to the full,
But it's you I'll be doing it for,
You'll be pushing me further,
Inspiriring me to do more,

I'm moving forward,
So everyone knows,
I'm following life,
Wherever it goes,

I'm determined to love again,
I'm determined to succeed,
I'm determined to go on,
Even though it's you I need,

For everyone who thinks I'm not coping,
I'm coping as well as I can,
Tell me how am I supposed to cope,
When I lost my love..my man,

So I'll say this one more time,
Everyone stop worrying about me,
I've made this pretty obvious,
I don't want your sympathy,

I will get over him,
But it will take sometime,
Anyway it's not like,
Loving him still is a crime,

I love you all for caring,
But I'm doing all right on my own,
I'm lasting with all you lot,
It's not like I'm on my own,

I have somethings to say though,
Sort of a release,
And after I'm done with this,
I hope you rest in peace,

I hate you for leaving me,
But I love you for making me happy,
You were always there,
Making it clear that you loved me,

I'll see you one time soon,
But for now I miss you too,
I just want you to know,
I'm still in love with you.