Something...i cannot seek

(well i hope it works well)

A fatal plague roams my desire,
committing deeds that i should have never been commenced.

A firing dart shoots its way through,
conceived In its moulded undergrowth, a growth that should have never began.

The enlightening angels loose their glide,
As they gradually surmount to the top,
Their energy levels begin to drop.

The Beautiful green and blue glow of lights
Gradually fades, gradually beguiles me
To the sudden unbearable drop of heights.

The pleasant warmth carried in the air
Is only a figure of imagination? There’s no sensation.
Reality check: There’s nothing actually here.

A face; it emerges through some misty cloud.
But its image is blurred,
Its image well concealed.

Its someone…something, I cannot seek
I cannot reach
I cannot sense

The whispering of some familiar voice, plays again
Regardless of the amount of times I’ve heard.
These last few words, I can never seem to attain.

Someone…something, I cannot seek
I cannot reach
I cannot sense.