Friends

My friends can be real nice,
and they pretend to care
But when I have problems,
they're never actually there

They say they really care,
and don't want to cause me pain
But I can see it in their eyes,
they all think I'm lame

My eyes are swollen from crying,
and my heart is broken in half
But I put on a smile for them,
and when they joke, I laugh

I don't want them to judge me,
or treat me like crap
Don't want to bottle my feelings,
then stick on the cap

I love my friends,
with all my heart
But when they act like they do,
it tears me apart