Its all over

My eyes are swollen from crying
I feel weak and torn apart
My life has turned to shit again
And its tearing away my heart

Why do you have to lie?
And make my heart start to race
Then turn it all around
And throw it back in my face

You make me feel so used
That I was just some rebound chick
Did I ever mean anything to you?
Or was I just a good kick

I want you to know how much it hurts
That I once looked up to you
You were like my older brother
But those feelings were so untrue

I never expected this of you
That you would use me then throw me aside
When your girl decided to want you again
You left me as a wave less tide

I hope you feel so proud of yourself
By prioritizing your friends
Sure you have some good bonds
Doesn’t mean others have to end

I don’t know what will come of this
I don’t think I want anything to be
But if we do stay mates
I want you to know how much you hurt me

You tore me up inside
You made me feel so worthless
You made my head spin so fast
How could you be so careless?

I really should stop writing now
The tears are refilling my eyes
You have to know you meant something
Despite the awful lies

It’s the end of whatever we had
Which was basically just a lie
It probably was just nothing to you
So I’m sorry and Goodbye