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I was hangin with the wrong crowd and you weren't very proud
I've turned from good to bad
now everyone is making me mad
she offererd me some weed
and I was in need
I took it and got high
I felt like I could fly
then I grabbed that knife
I decided to give up on life
there is no need for it
this has gone on for days
I guess there are just no more ways
no one acts like they care
It isn't very fair
I'm in a nightmare
I swear
but I can't seem to wake myself up from it
people don't care one bit
I need another hit
I float away as I take a smoke
I lay face up on my bed
I can barely lift my head
my life is screwed
I don't know what to do
my boyfriend and I broke
I thought I was going to have a stroke
I'm getting worse everyday
I need someone to stay
I feel so lost and confused
I think I'm starting to lose
I'm falling more and more behind
nothing ever seems to combined
everything I do is always wrong
this is taking way to long
I want this dream to end
so I don't have to pretend
It seems as if everyone and everything is gone
what happened to the dawn
everyday is so dark
I'm starting to make marks
my wrists are scarred
as I cut deeper into my skin
I'm sorry god that I'm continuing to sin
I just want this nightmare to end once and for all