Dead

I'm dead right now
I'm not real
i lie here
nothing else to feel

as i bathe in my blood
wishing i would disappear
I've try ed,nothing works
I'm still here

I've done so much
but no matter what I've try ed
some how some way
deaths not satisfied

i want to be where i am wanted
i want to have a home
somewhere that people love me
not leave me all alone

where i would have a dad
that would stay at home
be happy and love me
not get stoned

none listens
no one even seems to care
no one knows i am alive
wonder what they'll do when they find out I'm not there.