I tried, I guess I'm not good enough

I try and try but whatever I do
I’ll never be as good as you
I can work to a certain extent
And always keep my time well spent
Living up to all these expectations
And I’m losing all my patience
I’m sorry I cant live up to the name
I’m just different, I’m not the same
Trying to be the best I can be
You still just want me to change me
I do my best, so what’s the deal
You don’t understand what I feel
Living in the shadows all of my life
Following what they do in their strife
Can you take you stare off of me
Just let me live the life meant to be
I’m sorry I don’t know what to do
I’m sorry I’m not as perfect as you