Last Letter

Spend all my time waiting,
for that special day,
when CRIMSON would seep from my veins.
Call it believing,
keep on trying to understand,
try to see through all of my pain.
you think that you know me,
when really you don't,
and I've given up hope.
Losing my patience,
can I please just end it,
before I change my mind?

How many times have I said it?
that this is the final straw?
How can you just brush it off?
Better believe it,
believe me this time,
'Cause I'm about to draw.

For one single day, all I want is peace.
How can you help me out?
I don't really need it,
because I'm not broken,
so please just leave me be.

In the arms of the devil.
He whispers, things will only get worse.
And the blade, cuts through my wrists.
Its a new kind of hurt.
As I escape from the world,
on a plane of numbness and death.
I will leave you all alone.
So please don't follow my path.