Deaf

I think Ive turned deaf,
Im missing sumthing,
is there sumthing your not telling me?
Something you dont want me to know,
you wanted to keep it to yourself.
its too late,
I herd,
I know.
It hurt me to hear those things,
to know you would even think that.
Im alone now,
just me and my thoughts,
thoughts of you and want Im gonna do.
i dont handle things well,
that you know,
why would you do this?
Now I must go,
go and awaken myself,
but for even that,
Im acused.
and once again things happen,
things are said,
things that I dont hear.
you think Im deph,
but i find things out.