My lies

I found out all my lies
as soon as i looked into your eyes
and saw all the pain inside

i found out all my lies
as soon as i killed my own soul
and couldn't afford to pay the toll

i found out all my lies
as soon as i beat my heart
and made it shatter

i found out all my lies
as soon as i bled my own arms
with a distinct razor

i found out all my lies
as soon as u stopped talking to me
with the thought of a favor

i found out all my lies
as soon as u stopped loving me
with the hope of tomorrow

i found out all my lies
as soon as i felt no reason to live
when i took the medicine bottle

i found out all the lies
and died inside
as soon as you made me cry

then, i found out all your lies