Long nights

Cant sleep tonight with theses thoughts going through my head
craving the sight of blood as i lie awake in bed

every night is like this, long and never ending
staring at the ceiling as my heart begs for mending

its been shattered its been torn
from now till the end is how long i will mourn

theres nothing anyone can do to rid the pain inside
the hurt will follow and taunt me until the day i die

whats done is done, but still remains
its in the past but i still feel the pain