Memory

by Cassandra Christilaw   Dec 31, 2004


A true memory I've tried to block away
Something I wish I had others didn't
That one thing is so big, but never will it be mine
Everyone asks or they know what's happen to him
Tears I didn't want to shed
I thought I didnt need him
I guess that was a lie
I need him so bad in my life
It isn't right that I'm being left out in this world without a father
I want him to be there for my life
Stories I've heard about him, but not from him
A friend has asked if she should ask her dad to find his addresseds
Missing him is something normal
But why does it feel he wants nothing to do with his little girl?
His face is a blaze to me and his voice is blank
The love from him is hidden in my 8-year-old past
Questions that I ask myself
Is this my fault?
Wa I a mistake?
What happen to make you leave me?

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