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Daddy,
Your getting married soon,
I heard it from a friend.
I doubt I'll go to the wedding,
beacuse this hatred will not end.

I wish you only knew,
how much hate I feel inside,
I wish you understood about
all the nights I stayed up and cried.

But no-one understands me,
no-one understands what I do,
No-one can see through my painful eyes,
and realize how much I miss you.

Why don't you understand me,
like a real father should,
I'd try to make you happy,
If I ever could.

But no-one can be perfect,
I know I never can,
but your supposed to be here for me,
Like a real dad.

Why don't you call on my birthday,
do you not care about that day at all,
If you did actally care,
you could atleast give me a call.

You don't even know me,
you don't know who I am,
You were never in my life,
Is this something you dread?

I bet everything I wrote,
was just a waste of time,
because I bet you forgot about your daughter, and her life thats passing by..