The night my parents will never forget

I was just sitting there on my bed
listening to a CD
when i got this urge and wanted to cut
i had cut before but never like this
i couldn't stop
i called my mom and told her to come take me to the hospital before i really do kill myself
she came and took me
i soon realized that i wanted to go home
as the doctors covered my wound and treated it i was sitting there bawling wishing they would take me home
i went to a like psycho ward all this little kids there for doing stupid stuff
i realized that i had a problem and i just needed the help from my family to do it
my mom cried so much and i apologize to her for putting her through it i would just have this rages and go insane well they hid the knifes and i got to go home i changed a lot i only cut once or twice but never on my wrist again just on my leg but i do it no more and i am kinda glad it happened cause i would never be where i am today i would be dead