I lay there thinking about my life
how it makes me cry
and how it causes me breakdowns
but then again "that's life"
i just lay there emotionless
drowning myself with music
drowning myself with the lyrics
and i lay there
feeling happy for once in a while
for once i can imagine my life how i want it to be
for once my life is perfect
but then again
once the song stops
so does my perfect life
and i'm pulled back to reality
surrounded by superficial people
maybe there is a better place for me
maybe there is someone out there for me
but then again
i've learnt to never let your hopes too high
because once you drop it will hurt more
