No one notices

I'm slowly slipping away
but you never noticed
you're to wrapped up about your perfect life
with your perfect house
and perfect family
and your perfect job
why is it, that some people have all the luck and others have none?
you're so happy with your life

that you don't even notice when i cry
you don't notice the scars on my wrists
or the blood stains on my shirts
while you are happy and joyful
I'm having another breakdown
it's just another breakdown

I'm lost in a world full of lies and deceit
but then again what can i really do?
I'm just another useless human being
all i can do is just put on one of my common fake smiles
and act like it's alright
that my life is a wreck
why doesn't anybody notice the fake smile?
or the uneasiness of my laugh?
it's because no notices that
i'm falling off the edge