I'm a mess,
Don't look at me,
I don't want anyone to ever see.
I want to run away,
I want to hide,
Hide the pain I still feel deep inside.
I know what you want,
I know what you need,
In terrifying darkness my heart you'll lead.
No.
I won't.
Not again.
Fooling my head,
Tricking my brain,
Convincing me that I won't feel pain.
Heart pounding loudly,
Head filled with silent cries.
I never know how to say goodbye.
