Sit back and watch me die

I'm so torn up inside
I'm cut up, bruised, and broken
these words I want to say
will forever be left unspoken

The silent tears I've cried
are the river in which I drown
the people all around me
feel the need to bring me down

My skin is so cut up
from this shiny silver blade
my mind is filled with images
I hope will shortly fade

I force myself to smile
'cause I don't want you to know
that you are getting to me
and watching me die slow

You watch me as I fall
it is your guilty pleasure
but soon I will be gone
though it's a desperate measure.

My life is in your hands
'cause you caused me all this pain
I bet you if I die
You won't remember my name

I've got nothing to live for
and you say you don't knwo why
but now no one can save me
just sit back and watch me die.