How Can I Say Goodbye?

I never thought it was possible to feel so lost or empty.
I never knew I could feel all of this pain,
Until the day I lost you.
I just can’t seem to breathe nor can I speak.
With every tear I shed my heart only weakens.
Now that you are gone, I can’t seem to believe nor understand that it’s the end.
I only have our memories left, which I will hold on to so tightly for the rest of my life.
When you left this world, my life and world as I knew it was changed for good.
I just can’t bare to believe that you’re really not here anymore.
And to know that you’re not coming back.
I had lost you for years, then I finally got you back but just for a short time then I lost you and this time it was forever.
This just doesn’t seem fair.
I honestly don’t think that my heart is strong enough to move on.
I have loved you my entire life and I will continue to love you for the rest of my life.
I only pray with all of my heart that you won’t forget me, because I know I’ll never forget you.
We share a bond unlike any other and it will forever be unbreakable.
We’ve been blessed to have made so many of our memories together, we’ve shared our thoughts, our dreams and so much more.
All of those times will be forever locked in my heart.
I just believe that you are now just a memory.
I still can’t believe that this is real.
I doubt I will be able to ever come to grip with that I lost you.
I will cry until no more tears can be shed.
I have so many emotions running through me that I’m so confused more than anything.
I can’t seem to understand that the only way I can see you now is by simply looking at a picture.
I can’t believe that I’ll never get to hear your voice again, feel your touch and to never get the chance to say Goodbye and I love you.
I love you Jocelyn and you are forever on my mind and will always be in my heart till the very end of time.
For now Goodbye Jocelyn…Only until we meet again!