Time again

Tonight I almost crossed that barrier
The threshold that is pain
Loving you is all I have
No friends or life behind
I’m rejected by most the school
More so by the ones called friends
They claim they’re there to help me out
Yet joke and laugh any me every fault
It starts out as just a game
But then it doesn’t stop
Building building past all stops
Until its too much to take
Then there happen nights like this
And the day to follow
Where I sink down to my self
Where no mask or fake can disguise
It’s my last resistance to they’re ploy
And it’s the farthest it’s ever gone
They take the hint then back off
Until its time again

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