Hate

I hate you for what you've done to me
I hate you for what you make me do
I hate you for not letting me be
I hate you because your you.

I hate you when you smile
I hate you when you laugh
My hate for you goes on for miles
Especially when I look in the past.

I hate you when you yell at me
I hate you when you hit
I hate you when you don't see
All of my little slits across my wrist.

I hate you when you act like
I'm you're little girl
Everyone knows we fight
And it makes them want to hurl.

You're supposed to be the one
I can run to when I'm down
But your the one I'm running from
When you throw me to the ground.

I pray to God every night
That I will not turn out like you
Because I don't want to turn out the light
On my children like you do.