by xXxsweetsxXx Jan 8, 2005
category :
Sadness, depression /
other
I came home from school that day one was home mom was at home big bro was with his girlfriend I got a snack then went in to my room to do my home work I open the door and went and sat on my bed there you were behind the door I jumped because you scared me you said my mom had to work late and my bro was doing a project with his girl so my moms called you to watch me for awhiles then you came and sat on my bed asked me if i needed help with my homework i told you no so then you went out in the living room and started watching t.v then after an hour i try-ed to call my moms to see when she was coming home you didn't answer your phone i got worried then i turned around he was gone so i went back to my room you were behind the door again i asked why do like scaring me and he said oh iam sorry i didn't mean to i was just waiting for u then when i went back to sit down you sat down to you started rubbing my neck i told u to stop u didn't then you kissed me i pushed you away then you held me down on the bed i screamed i cry-ed i try-ed to get you off me but you kept touching me and i begged you but you wouldn't stop i told you i would call the police you took a knife out of your pocket and said if you tell anyone I'll kill you i was terrified i was only 9 then i heard my mom you jumped off and hurried to look alright you liked my mom she liked you to then you guys hooked up you continued doing it to me for 1 after that my broke up with cause you were abusive i never saw you again i was so relieved but i still have nightmares about you doing that to me i dream about all of it and just think to yourself i have to live with that and for what you'I'vedone to me I hate you |
by xXxsweetsxXx
comment plz |
by xXxsweetsxXx
I sad |