I hate you!

I hate the god damn looks you give
its like i don't deserve to live, maybe your right i should just die
no one would care, none would cry

i thought you said you loved me
although i knew it couldn't be
what should i do?
do you want me to leave?

it wont make a difference
you wont know I'm gone
i guess your right
my time here is done

i stare at my wrist and raise a sharp knife
thinking all i need is to end this life
i still haven't said all that i want to

i haven't told you how much i hate you
all i can say is "thank you God"
for keeping me from losing what i never had

do you even know what it is that you've done?
my heart has been stolen and then stepped on
how does it feel to know that you did it?
the bruises on my heart, the cuts on my arm.

i hope these words hurt you, kill you inside.
because then when it happens,
i won have to hide

so maybe ill give you my death
i hope my words haunt you 'til your very last breath
what are you going to do now I'm gone?
or..whose going to be your next victim?