Becasue of you

Why am i letting my life go down the drain
i should know, I'm the one to blame
i doze off in class and all i can think about is getting high
i don't even pay attention to the good things passing by
drugs are my weakness and are what keep me sane
the drugs that i do keep away the pain
i can't stop what i do because everything will change
if i stop all this madness, I'm afraid people will think I'm strange
why did you have to change me and make me this way
i wish i could take back the time you had my heart,
i wish i could take back every day
maybe then i would still be that little girl everyone once knew
but that can never be, and it's all because of you