A Morbid Lullaby

Slit my wrists
I hope to die
No more pain
End the cries

Don’t pretend to care
Or show compassion
It’s not there
Was it ever

You hate me
Don’t you lie
I know the looks
The thoughts behind

Blood trickles down
A crimson hue
The beautiful colour
Reminds me of you

All the suffering
All your cause
Are you happy
The cuts, they throb

You can’t act
So don’t try ‘nice’
I’ve seen better
With just one night

Why do things
Have to end
Why hate me
Is it all my fault

I piss you off
Don’t hold back
Strike one hard
Kill me now

Tears fall down
My vision a blur
Time slows quietly
Mine grows thin

Want you back
Sure why not
Doesn't matter
I never did

Throw me away
Like yesterdays trash
My heart it cracks
I begin to fade

Would you save me
If given the chance
Why would you want to
It’s only me

Voice, raspy
Breath is quick
My irregular heartbeats
You won’t miss

A kiss goodbye
Is that too much
Was is all
Am I too much

Run away
Far from me
Never again
You will have to see

Body falls limp
No one to notice
Not so perfect
I never was

Pools mix together
Blood and tears
All I have to show
Of pain over years

You want/Me gone
I need/You here
Who cares/No one
Not about me/Only you

Sprawled out limps
Such the sight
Laying listless
Eyes shut tight

It’s all over
Aren't you glad
Aren't you
Am I

Good for you
Won the game
Got what you wanted
I didn't