Secrets

Why can't I keep my mouth shut
I always have to tell
All the secrets that I know
Put me through a living hell

I don't want to loose
The trust that I have gained
I shouldn't let these things just slip
I'm the only one to be blamed

When I'm angry I expose
Everything inside
All the things that have built up
Secrets with no place to hide

And then it all comes back
To haunt me in my sleep
Even in my consciousness
Secrets I know I should keep

It's makes me cry myself to sleep
Knowing that you can't trust me
After everything we've been through
The friendship we've built to be

Said I'd take it to the grave
It would have been easier to die
Rather die then hurt my friends
And have to see them cry

I don't mean to do this
One hundred sorries can't say
Just how sorry I really am
Hate myself for being this way