Understand

Get away
and stay away,
cant you understand?
your making my confusion
worse.
I know I love you,
everyone asks why I deny it,
But they cant understand,
I don't even understand,
You don't know what it
does to me everytime I feel
your touch,
I shiver, I shake, I smile,
But then when i remember
What I've been through
I cry and i scream inside,
Why can't you understand?
I dont want to love you
anymore. But I do,
Its not that easy to let go,
Especially when i still want
to hang on!

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