One last kiss

I hold this knife in my hand and wonder how much more can i stand all the people here treat me like dirt they talk about me and it really hurts i put the knife to my throat as my life becomes a sinking boat i can sense the end coming near yet i am so sad i can't shed a tear i see the light beginning to fade and i think to my self i should of prayed i don't know why i chose this but do me a favor and give the world 1 last kiss

BME