I Don't Know What To Call You.....

The 1st and last time i saw you i was seven
yeah remember the day you looked me your own daughter in the eyes and shoved away and said proudly "Don't listen to your mother I'm not your father."
when people ask me wheres your father i don't know if i should say he died when i was seven or my mother is my father
I Don't Know What To Call You
I'm 18 years old now and still I remember the exact words you left burning in my heart for 11 years.
God says to love and honer your parents no matter what
i will respect you but love you NO!
to me your a stranger and i can't love a stranger now can i?
i can't seem to understand how you could talk to a stranger for 2 whole hours but not even have a relationship with your own daughter!
i don't know how you call yourself a man when you don't even know your own child
for the past 18 years of my life you've only sent $50 for child support how should i feel?
how do you sleep at night?
well I've done well for 18 years without you, your not a grandfather
I'm not taking drugs, still in school all that without you! all that with my mother!!
so i guess i do know what to call you Mr.Jenkins

Love Asia 1/6/05 Thursday