It's so hard right now
I'm losing my loved ones
My friend ended his life
Because this is a tough one,
Another one died
Because drugs were slipped
And as for this evil kid
His blood will drip,
Life is getting harder
At the same time better
Seems like something
Seems like I'm in a doubleheader,
I'm in a tireless sprint
Of absorbing my pain
And never letting it out
So it will always remain,
It seems to sort of work
And make me stronger
And it shortens a life
That would seem much longer,
I think I am lost
I have seriously cracked
There is something...
Important that I lack,
For now I'll void
Because it's what I feel
Everything is becoming fake
Nothing is real.
