You say that I keep dwelling on past
you say that I am being selfish
but how can you judge me if
you say you really love me
I can't change the past
and yes it affects me
I thought you were gonna be there
to listen and to hold me when I cry
to say baby its ok that in your past you wanted to die
I understand you care
and you want my life to be better
but dont judge me or get mad
when I recite something i wrote
in the past no it dosent affect me and yes i realize how could I live in lies but thats what I felt when I wanted to die
