Sorry friend I loved

Never again can we look at each other the same.
Every time we look we get trapped in a still frame.
My eyes catch yours and my mind relapses.
You don't kiss me my world collapses.
This is how we used to be.
Our feelings were reigning free.

I have thought and thought about things to be or not.
I have thought I can be a punk and not speak.
But not to see you again is such a horrid thought.
Its bad not even seeing you this past week.
I am done being mad or angry.
I am moving on and if you haven't noticed I'm changing.

I am still here as a friend and more if need be.
You don't want me as now I can plainly see.
The fire still burns in my heart.
Still just like it did from the start.
I'll just tuck it away and save it for you another day.
I just can't let our friendship fray.

I love you to much to let that come to pass.
I am sorry I've been a punk It just all happened to fast.
I will be me when we next meet.
Not some love stricken fool behind a white sheet.
I will be your friend.
I will again be you support that will not bend.
I'll be with you and you with me.
And this love I will be free.