I dont know wat to do any more

All i seem to do is cry
over people like them
they don't even know me
but yet they sit there
n talk so much smack
i cant take it any more
I'm just sick of this stuff
they put me through
they don't even know
how i feel about them
doing that
them hurting me,
killing me inside,
and they even make me
do things i don't like to do
my heart is not for them
to take out of my body
n play games with
my back is not for them
to take a knife
n stab me with
my face is not for them
to slap
for i am sick of
my heart played with,
stabbed in the back,
and slapped n that face!
I'm sick of this no sense
they think they know what i go through
but do they really
do you know that they
hurt me by saying those things
that soon if they don't stop
you can probably kill me
those kind of things
not really any one likes
to hear
those kind of things
that are eating my heart away
and soon i will be dead....