The Brick Wall I Face

Stood there looking out
laughter
happiness
smiling
y aren't i involved?
Its like I'm a ghost
invisible
not there
not real
but i am, aren't i?

I am alive,
living
here with u
Y wont u let me in Ur world?

Then I'm excepted
YES!

But its not how i thought it wud b
I'm still an outsider,
no hugs
no fun,
not talked 2,
not like the others.

Its only one foot in their world,
not nearly enough.

Then I'm fully excepted by that one person.

Well its not for long, things go wrong

An Outsider AGAIN!