Still you don't care

I'm bleeding, I'm screaming, I'm crying, I'm dying
I'm running away, I'm trying so hard just to finally be free, running so hard choking on my breath, gasping for air, taring at the wind, as it blows through my hair, the cold on my skin flowing through my body as it turns my heart black filled with hate for you, I'm just trying to get away from you. your leading me a life filled with destruction, I hear voices in my head telling me to die, telling me to take my own life, I'm just trying to face myself, please just forgive me, my thoughts are getting worse so is my cutting, it's making my life so miserable, living this curse of mine,I'm tired of being so alone. I'm running, running forever, choking on my blood, and now falling to the ground, falling forever, praying for forgiveness..........my suicide.........
I'm sorry but I'm never coming home, never coming home, never,no one will notice someone like me...missing...
I've bled for you, I've screamed for you, I've cried for you, i told you i love you but u never cared, I died for you but still you don't care